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I have a friend- Who\'s name I won\'t say- Who\'s friendship becomes clearer With each passing day Picking me up, Spurring me on, Carrying me When I am not strong Then suddenly- OOPS! An accident, true... Who would\'ve thought? Tell me, who? Arms around me, So warm and strong I feel so good... So how can it be wrong? Hands that stroke my hair, Or that wipe away a tear, Touch my face- Things USED to be clear Lips so soft, Pressed against mine, And my heart is beating Out of time Then suddenly- POOF! All security lost We bent the rules... Now I\'M paying the cost.

The potential love you have for me Is worthless in the end Cuz someone else controls your heart Though I\'ll always be your friend You gave your heart away But certainly not to me You can\'t take it back And there\'s nowhere to flee Her hold is too strong But you just don\'t know That YOU are the one Who just won\'t let go Her name\'s carved in your heart You wait for it to fade You sat and watched and waited long But her scars just simply stayed Well, when the sun shines again And you again can see When the grass begins to grow... Please think of me

I\'m remember the past It\'s all that I can do Cuz it\'s the closest thing I have To being with you The places we\'d go The time that we spent The things that we did The rules that we bent But now it\'s taken all away Just pain is left, but maybe someday Love will bring us back together And this time it will be forever The pain within my heart The tears start to fall As I hear in my mind Your distant call The blue in your eyes The smile on your face Your whispering voice Your gentle embrace What can I do to keep from crying? What can I do to ease the pain? How can I make the time go faster? What can I do while you\'re a

Hold me close to you Hold me... Like you used to do Hold me close to your side Hold me... Don\'t say \"goodbye\" I can see it in your eyes... What did I do? I can see it in your eyes, There\'s no denying that it\'s true Though you turn and look away You\'ll be back Another day So I\'ll wait here for you I will wait For you to choose I see it in your eyes... What did I do? I can see it in your eyes, There\'s no denying that it\'s true Stay with me till the end Stay with me Just be my friend...

Take me away from this hateful world Take me away from the pain Take me away from these stinging tears That fall from my eyes like the rain Let me leave this House of Torment Let me be free from the chains Let me be free from sleepless nights Let me be free from the reins Don\'t make me stay within agony\'s reach Don\'t make me stay on this earth Don\'t make me stay in Suffering\'s palm I detest the day of my birth

Why, oh why Did it have to be That the one thing I lost Was my security? Everyone has Someone to hold and love I held without loving... Was it sent from Above? At the time it seemed The right thing to do We needed each other But didn\'t think of you

Where is the innocence I used to hold.... Where is the warmth? I suddenly feel cold Where is my ignorance Of Man\'s evil deeds For just one more chance My soul pleads Oh Innocence, Innocence Where have you gone? You slipped through my hands I couldn\'t hold on Innocence, Innocence Where did you go? I wish you could come back Now that I know

I sit, thinking of you again In my head I see you next to me I guess I\'ll never have you, but you\'re always with me in my mind It\'s torture cuz I know it won\'t be that way again How I wish we were one like we used to be I can just picture you... You holding me If I could have you back now I wouldn\'t hesitate I wish I could tell you but it\'s too late....

Just a breath away Just beyond my reach You and me together Just a breath away So close I almost feel it Yes, I can almost see it now But something blocks my vision She holds you back somehow I love you more than that girl ever could I care much more than that girl ever would You don\'t have to love her Just take hold of your heart Decide to take control And then make a new start...    with me

God it hurts! I love him so... He means so much He doesn\'t even know I want him to hold me I want him to love me I want us to be together I just want someone All my own It hurts so much To be all alone But God is my first love... No one comes before I know it seems selfish To be wanting any more God is it wrong To feel this way? I wish I could have him If only for a day But I want him to be happy I don\'t want to cause him pain And I know he doesn\'t want me So my feelings I\'ll contain

Thunderstorms are erotic A dried flower\'s lips, suck away these last droplets of electric water. she is lonely but is she not lovely? I grow tired of these saintly semantics. Sizzling tricks played by light. Faces of past lovers, and regretful blunders. Wilting petals pass through my fingers. I grow tired of all this philosophy. It is a falsifying warmth that keeps us here. a smooth liquid deception, and i think i am loved by you. I grow tired of this rationality And the rain may crash down, and the flower may drink. He might be there, waiting, but she will never think to look.

When I was at the end of myself, And drowning in despair, Ready to end it all- I turned and you were there. When I was off the narrow path, Falling through the sinking sand, Waiting for my life to end, I looked up and saw your hand. Like and angel, you reached out, And saved me from myself. Sent to me from Heaven, You pulled me from my hell. Lying in your arms now, Feels like coming home. Your kiss breathed life back into me, And warmed my heart and soul. Your loving wings envelope me, Passion rises within. My heart, which once was almost dead, Now beats, for you, again.

Hello, Thank you for calling God If you want to to speak to God in English, Press one Tu Quieres hablar con Dios en Espanol, Prensas dos (beep) You've chosen to speak to God in English, if this is correct, press one, if not, press star to go back. (beep) Thank you. (ring ring ring) Remember a time probably before you were nine when the only things that mattered were you and them and it and him when bologni or ham where the biggest decisions you made when girls were icky and life was simple you had that dimple and everyone pinched the fuck out of it? Remember when even the make believe bad words were bad so you'd say nonsense li

I close my eyes Your image still fresh Your beautiful face Burning into my mind Acid Eating the tissues That sustain my sanity I cover my ears Your words still ringing Your angelic voice Running through my veins Venom Paralyzing the muscles That sustain my control I hold my breath Your scent still powerful Your intoxicating pheromones Crashing into my body Weight Snapping the bones That sustain my temple I surrender my consciousness Your touch still tingling Your velvet skin Piercing through my flesh Blade Spilling the organs That sustain my existence I swallow my tongue Your taste still overwhelming Your amb

-not so far- i wonder, as i watch the sun set if you\'re watching the same enkindled sky and as the clouds burn away into the night, i realize you can see these same stars the moonlight in my hair is the same glow caressing yours i wander, sleeping flowers passing me by sprinkled already with dew, the tears of heaven and with each intoxicating breath i inspire i can taste again your silky essence the restful breeze whispering against my skin is the same that graces your cheek i flounder, drowning amidst rolling waves of euphoria cascading over me with memories of your kiss and of your golden eyes like the sunrise at sea i dri

blue spheres of sorrow are unwillingly released from the prison inside my heart through the fractures hate inflicted the strain on these walls was just to great they collapse and the tears flow free quenching the fires that burn in me with a torrent of unfocused pain fighting to control the flood knowing that its hopeless trying to suppress a hurt so strong as this exhausted im left to embrace it allowing my shear saddness to wash over my very being restraint now forgotten, i weep uncontrolled such pain as this i cannot show these tears now subsiding i lock them once again into that cage deep within my broken soul so that